Oh my... And on a day when I'm trying to be a good girl tooEmpress Christine wrote:I'm glad I have you pegged Candigurl - lol...!CandiGurl wrote:Although I personally wouldn't be humiliated by that (heck, I'd do what I could to please her so she would want to take me with a strap on), I know many sissies do find that humiliating and a turn on. If they didn't, I'm not sure how big this community would be. By the way, I'm very much turned on by the thought of being locked up and taken with a strap on. However, if she's using me with the strap on long enough, and assuming she knows her technique, I will, end up having a hands free orgasm and in turn becoming more her devoted sissy, hehe.ashplosh wrote:
Acting like a girl, chastising myself and taking a strap-on might not seem like much humiliation to some gurls. But to me the thought that a girl is fucking me, that she is not getting physically stimulated but mentally stimulated by making me her bitch. The fact neither of us are physically stimulated but both of us are mentally stimulated by me taking it like a whore. The fact our roles are reversed and that I can't cum but she can fuck me for hours if she wanted, she of course can also cum and taunt me about my inability to cum. The fact she is in control of me, her and my clitty. The fact that while she is fucking my ass it would make total sense for me to say "thanks hubby, can ya speed up/slow down a bit?" There is also the fact I could stop her from treating me like a sex slave at any time, But I enjoy this to much to stop it. All that piles up and makes this simple fantasy just as humiliating and humbling as the sissy bukkake fantasy I mentioned earlier.
I was probably more into the humiliation of it all years ago. Lord knows I had some disturbing fantasies when I was cupcake that involved the bukkake style fantasy. I had no idea where it came from, but I just knew it was wrong. I was ashamed of it. I guess as I've come to accept who I am and live 24/7, being submissive to a woman, doing anything it takes to please her and possibly being made to service men does not humiliate me. I just don't think I'll ever meet such a a woman or any woman at this point, which leaves men if I get that desperate.
But I totally get being humiliated by it. Any sissy who is portraying as a real man in public probably should be humiliated by this. It's not "normal" behavior, and the good Mistresses know this and knows how to deal with such a sissy. In a perfect world, their wives/girl friends would deal with them properly and put them in their place. Because we all know, those are the sissies who really do need to be put in their place by a dominant and confident woman
Come to think of it, the fact that some guys see me in public and just automatically assume I'm gonna five them oral is at least a little humiliating to me. I'm not sure how much I really like that, but I sometimes haven't discouraged it. Well, that's for another thread
Also, I think you describe my goal pretty well, Empress Christine.
I actually used that line in a way I thought was effective in one of my stories, Please Take Me Back. He was upset with her and telling her what he thought, and he used the line, "I've got you pegged." The idiot actually left her and then realized he was crazy for doing it.
It hadn't been but a few days, but she wasn't sitting there crying. I actually think she was expecting him to come crawling back, and she had a plan for that. He soon learns that things are going to change from then on. In the scene where she has him in position, she repeats the line. One of my favorite moments in one of my short stories.
That was kind of a tangent but I would definitely love to have the elusive sissygasm, 
