CandiGurl wrote:Let me just say, guys who want you to suck their cocks, who have masturbated before hand, irritate me. You suck and sick for almost an hour, and still nothing. If you want to spank your monkey, please do. Just don't come crawling to me later telling me how you want me. There's a story behind that, but not right now. Guys like these make me happy to know there are women who will lock up cocks in chastity
Yeah I would be disappointed if the first blowjob I gave, gives me a small load. At least with anal sex i don't care if he spurts like one drop, but come on if I'm gonna suck you off give me a lot of cum so i can really taste it. Another reason i like chastity is it will keep my cum in me. I could go in self chastity for a week then cum to give me a nice large load to pour in my cum dumpster mouth. When i can get a chastity device I've decided to buy the small pink one, should make my clitty tiny and cute.
http://www.holytrainer.com/en/device-chastity-shop.asp
Empress Christine wrote:I think you will eventually get your chance ashplosh, as all do... and I think that dressing up and putting on make-up, etc., for the occasion, should you get that chance, would be a great idea! Good luck... I know it will happen for you!
Yes I will try to girly myself up to the best of my abilities when I finally get a chance to suck a real cock. I've also decided to make deal with myself that when I finally lose my cocksucker virginity, to try and get the guy to take my "vaginal" virginity as well cause I don't' like anal. As a sissy, bisexual, person that wants to please men and a person that wants to be a cumdumpster and slut. Not liking anal is something I'm ashamed of, it feels wrong that love cock and am a sissy but don't want to get fucked like a girl.
I think i have a dildo that might not be designed for anal, it doesn't even have a base. I need to be in an awkward position to to fuck my ass because I am on the chubby side, at least I have kinda natural tits.
Because I do the fucking, it's easy for me to lose the will to keep going and stop if it's not instantly fun. So it think if a guy fucks me, his cock would be softer, i could be in a nice comfortable position and i would have more of a will to get fucked cause i am pleasing this guy and i wouldn't want to ruin his fun unless the pain was really unbearable. Getting fucked by a mistress with a strap-on would also probably be funner than the anal masturbation i sometimes do, cause she would likely know how to fuck me correctly without to much pain, and again the strap-on might be softer, i could be in a more comfortable position and i wouldn't want to ruin the mistresses fun.
So if i get the chance to suck cock i wanna try and get the chance to get fucked after, so i know if i can enjoy anal when others are fucking me, or if anal sex is unfortunately something i just can't get into. Hopefully i don't get my chance to suck cock by being a trap, because i can't really hide my clitty while getting my boypussy pounded.