Thank you so much for this very understanding recording, Mistress Daphne!
Yes, us sissies often look up to the ladies. We often imagine what it would be like to be the girlfriends or wives of masculine men. We imagine what it would be like to be in the girl's role with a man. To be receptive, in the feminine role.
Regarding myself, I tend to think of myself as an experienced and sexually-mature married lady with my masculine husband. I feel no shame regarding my feminine role in life, but instead take pride in my femininity just as any feminine-feeling genetic lady would in being with her handsome husband. If a genetic lady can take pride with her femininity in loving a masculine man, then why should I as a sissy feel any less pride?
So I just feel like a very confident and mature heterosexual lady with my studly husband. I'm not out to flaunt it, but at the same time, I feel no more shame than any other wife would feel in being with her husband.
I also think it is so very wonderful that sissies like me can actually become the legally-married wives of men. Not that my husband and I think a government certificate validates our love, but we figured having recognized rights toward each other would tend to make our lives go easier.
Often it's the case that dainty-bodied males like me can't even perform well in the male role with an actual lady, so trying to present ourselves as butch just creates very embarrassing situations for us. Often we're limp-dicks with the ladies, anyway, so why try to pretend what it is that we actually crave and desire, any more than a normal heterosexual lady does.
And isn't that so cute and neat, Enchantrix Daphne? I love it that us sissies can now grow up to be the married ladies of men. And I love it that we can wear our pearls and lingerie, as you mention.
I love being the wife of my husband so much, Daphne! And I love it so much that you understand the feminine joy that us sissy-girls can experience in trying to live up to the mature women who we look up to. When us sissy-girls are growing up, we often imagine what it would be like to be the women around us.
Anyway, Mistress Daphne, I'm loving being the wife of my husband! Yay!
So, yeah, basically I just live my life as a mature heterosexual lady with my masculine husband, and to me that feels very life-rewarding and enriching. I'm glad that us sissies--us feminine genetic males--can now also have the same recognized rights toward our men as genetic women have had.